I've decided to start a new with this blog. I can't help but feel really strange out while reading my past posts, so I put all the 500 plus posts as drafts, so they won't appear on the web screen and I won't feel like "OH I'M WHAT WAS I THINKING, AM SUCH A WIMP". I want to blog out all my thoughts from A - Z, I feel like I haven't been entirely honest and I don't think I should keep anything too secret, besides this blog, which would probably be kept low, unpublicized.
On being a female person.
Is probably a difficult thing to be one, I reckon that every female person has mood swings, contradictory feelings and has been dumped at least once in their life. Put away the female hormones, but the genetic hereditary and upbringing that contributes to every part of you and me, and everybody. I always thought that I shouldn't question so much, I should be simple minded, I should at least try to be simple minded, or I should smile with everyone else. And yeah, I did, I smiled along with everyone else, I smiled, I laugh, but at the end of it, was is really that funny to me, did I laugh for the sake of fitting in? But then again, I should just lighten up right, it's lonely.
